My personal horoscope today Scary...
"Has what used to be shiny and exhilarating become lackluster? Is your love life leaving much to be desired? Has your social calendar become sparse? Is your career at a low point? There's always something you can do to make any dull aspect of your life sparkle again! Jupiter is square Pluto, ushering in an intense, provocative energy. You want to renew your passion."
This last weekend a client bounced a check that had a snowball effect. That's IT! I can't do this anymore. I'm exhausted. I wake up every morning and take a risk and that's about all the energy I have left for any other risks in life. So, I've officially applied for a job and now applying for a lecture position that I think I am perfect for. It's time to diversify and stop letting other factors determine my outcome. Let's just hope they're gentle with the background check. My credit blows. But as my gf, Susan*, said "everybody's credit is shot and I guarantee you're still better off than many other people," which is probably very true, I just hate my reality.
It's time to sparkle again. To be audacious once more!