Prayers for Meow Mix

Sorry I've been a stranger.  Been so busy this month.  Busy enough to make some dumb mistakes.  The last one put my cat in the hospital Tuesday and she was supposed to come home tonight, but her tests came back positive for some kidney damage.  She got into a Lily I stupidly brought into my house. How can I be SO STUPID.  It's all my fault.  I am SO mad at myself for being so thoughtless.  My heart is breaking and I can't stop crying, so please forgive me if I'm off the grid a little longer.  I just can't seem to do anything at the moment.

She is the most incredible cat ever.  So loving, sweet, playful, a charmer, knows commands, follows me everywhere I go, waits at the door when I walk in, loves to snuggle, purrs anytime you start petting her, takes her medicine and nail clipping like it's a spa treatment (she purrs), constantly trying to win an Academy Award for most dramatic stop, drop, and roll for tummy rubs, loves everyone and always makes me laugh.  I really need her here now to make me laugh through the tears.  I'm not ready to lose her yet.

Please say prayers, send good thoughts and energy - - whatever you can do for Meow Mix. 

xo